This is Mandy, writing...again! After a hiatus due to another pregnancy, some family illness, and now a new baby, I am back helping my Dad again. Whew, where to start? I've wanted to share some thoughts that are always tender to me as I welcome a new baby into our family. July 3rd also marks 6 years since my Grandma Hazelton's passing (my Dad's mom). She has been on my mind.
My Grandma Hazelton was a talented lady. She took painting lessons with her oldest daughter after Grandpa passed away and quickly developed a wonderful skill for it. She had a few of her paintings hanging in her home that I remember seeing growing up. One of them was of this lonely looking “soddie” on the plains of Kansas. Her Kohart great-grandparents had come over from Germany in 1872 and trekked west to try to tame the treeless lands in western Kansas. Without a supply of lumber, they resorted to making bricks out of mud and grass and building sod cabins. In these humble and challenging circumstances, my ancestors staked their claim in Kansas.
My Grandma Hazelton was a talented lady. She took painting lessons with her oldest daughter after Grandpa passed away and quickly developed a wonderful skill for it. She had a few of her paintings hanging in her home that I remember seeing growing up. One of them was of this lonely looking “soddie” on the plains of Kansas. Her Kohart great-grandparents had come over from Germany in 1872 and trekked west to try to tame the treeless lands in western Kansas. Without a supply of lumber, they resorted to making bricks out of mud and grass and building sod cabins. In these humble and challenging circumstances, my ancestors staked their claim in Kansas.
My Grandma was born in this little soddie and spoke German
until she started school. She was a
quiet and stoic woman who didn't have a bone her body to complain or feel sorry
for herself. As I read Willa Cather’s “O
Pioneers,” I felt a love for this part of the country that I had never
appreciated before. I identified with
the characters and loved how Alexandra could not leave when everyone was
deserting the land. She stands on the edge
of their land and sees something there that not many seem to see. She has a vision of what could be and somehow
that makes her love what is there. No matter
the challenges of working that land, she is compelled to stay and bring her
vision into fruition.
I recognize that same willingness to forego comforts and ease
in the present in an effort to build toward a vision of better things. My great-great-grandparents who left Germany
left behind a comfortable life. As I thought
about what must have compelled them to leave, and to leave with Sophia 8 months
pregnant for a 3-month voyage by ship, I started to piece together the vision
that must have kept them moving and working.
In exchange for their comfortable life, they embarked on a difficult
journey that would mean foregoing their lifestyle forever. Their hope was laid up in store for
generations to come. Me. My children.
Their hands dug in that sun-baked earth and their skin wore the leathery
hardness of work for my day. They traded
their comfort for my freedom, for land and chances and choices.
My Dad has often quoted this thought, “If I have seen far,
it is because I have stood on the shoulders of giants.” In quiet moments, thinking of these good
people, I think of what I owe them. And
I hear a whisper, “You are not your own.”
This thread of looking to the future with a vision of better days, of
sacrificing now to offer up a gift to posterity, has been passed down by more
than genetics to my Dad and then to me.
I love to hear stories of him working alongside his Dad and his Grandpa
Kohart. He smiles as he relates their
lessons to him—lectures given by hard working hands more than by words. Often, he would simply hear, “That ain’t
sanitary, boy!” Translation: that’s not
the way we do things—we work in a way that when we leave, it’s better for those
who come along after. And now, when my
daughter is working hard alongside me, I whisper to her the treasured
compliment my Dad once gave me, and she smiles.
“You have Kohart hands.”
